vk; ngz;fs; gLk; Jauk; vOj;jpak;g tYtpy;iy. - <oj;Jg;ngz;fspd; mtyk;.

[eshapdp]

vk; ngz;fs; gLk; Jauk;
vLj;jpak;g tYtpy;iy.


vd; md;id
gpurtpj;jhs; <okjpy;.
Mfh!
Gy;jiu kPJ
Guz;nlOe;Njhk;.

njd;wy; jto
nre;jkpo; gapd;W
rpe;jidr; rpwif
mfy tphpj;Njhk;.

rpd;d kdprpaha;
rphpg;giyapy;
rpf;fpj; jtpj;Njhk;.

X! me;Njh ghpjhgk;.
vd; rpe;jid
rphpg;Gf;nfy;yhk;
nghpa jilf;fy;yha;

ngz; gUtk; mile;jhshk;.

fhyk; khwpaJ
fzzp te;jJ
tpQ;Qhdk; tpz;ntsp
nrd;wJ.

ngz; mbikj; jdk;
kl;Lk; mbNahL mopatpy;iy.

nte;jzyp;y; tPo;e;J tpl;l GSf;fsha;
ntk;gp >ntk;gp Gyk;gp epf;fpd;Nwhk;:

Ie;J mwpT gilj;jpl;l
mwptpypfsha;
mbj;njLf;Fk; fztd;fs;.

tpyq;fpdj;ij mizj;njLf;Fk;
kdpjh; ,q;F
ngz; ,dj;ij kpjpj;njLg;gh;
ghh;j;J epy;yha;.
Va; ngz;Nz
mbf;f tUk; ifia eP
gpbj;jpl khl;lhNah?
Gul;rp jhd; nra;ahNah?

Kg;gJk;> ehg;gJk; jhz;b
Kjph; fd;dpah; gyh;
Ntg;g ku epoypd; fPOk;
Ntyp NahuKk;
fz;zPupd; NfhLfs;
fhahj tLf;fsha;.

rPjzr; Rtiu rha;f;f
mts; tpLk; ngU%r;R Nghjtpy;iy.
fd;dpaNu!
         rPjzk; Nfl;L tUk; tudplk;
         if fl;b> tha; nghj;jp
         jiy Fdpe;J jhypia Vw;fhky;
         jl;b Nfl;L epy;Yk; >
         mth; nfl;lk; mlf;fp epy;Yk;.

fhisaNu!
          ngz;izg; ngw;wth; fhrp;Ny
          tho;f;if elj;jhJ
           nrhe;j ciog;gpNy Rakha; tho fw;gJ  vg;Ngh?

rl;lKk; >jz;lidAk;
rPjzr; Rtiu jfh;f;Fk;.

ngz;zpd; kfpikia czuhJ
mth; rpe;jidr; rpwif mupAk;
kdr;rhl;rp VJkw;w
kdpjh; gyhpq;Fz;L.

rPjzr; Rtiu jfh;j;J
rPUk; rpwg;Gkha;
tho;e;jpl;L FLk;gq;fs;
rpq;fsj;J Ml;rpapNy
nrhy;yzh Jauq;fs;.

nry;te;J mbr;rjhy
ifNtW> fhy; Ntwha;
fz;Kd;Nd fztd;
kbAk; Nfhuk;.

fy;ahzkhfp ,uz;Nl ehspy;
%opahf;Fk; %lj;jdq;fs;.
nts;is cLj;jp>
nghl;nlLj;J >G+g;gwpj;J
Va; ngz;Nz vg;gb cd;dhy;
cd;dtdpd; epidit kwf;f Kbe;jJ.

fztid ,oe;j ngz;fs; gyh;
Kg;gij jhz;ltpy;iy vd
Ma;Tfs; $Wifapy;
rpy fzk; %r;rlq;fpg; NghfpwJ.

gps;isfSld; mq;F
ngUe;Jah; jhd;
vk; ngz;fs;
gLj;Jwq;f ,lKk; ,y;iy
ghrj;Jf;F MSkpy;iy
gps;isfis top elj;j
ngUk; f];uk; mth;fSf;F.

czTj;jilahy;
fh;g;gpzpg; ngz;fs; mq;F
fUr; rpijit vjph; Nehf;f-vk;
vjph;fhy Jhz;fSk;
vjpNahg;gpa Foe;ijfs; Nghyhf
,th;fSf;fha; vd;d jhd;
ehk; nra;Njhk;.?

Gyp vd $wp
ifJfs; njhlh;ifapNy
vk; ngz;fs; gyh;
rpiwapNy thLtJk;>
Nkdp rpq;fs fhKfDf;F
,iuahtJk;


NghJk; NghJk;
vk;ngz;fs; gLk; Jauk;
vLj;jpak;g thh;j;ij ,y;iy.

NjLjy; Ntl;ilapNy
ngz;fs; gyh; fhzhky;  NghtJTk;
nrk;kzpAs; Gije;jJTk;
flw;fiu Xukha; xJq;FtJk;
fhzp>fpzWfSf;Fs;
rpije;j rlykha; kPl;gJTk;
NghJk; >NghJk;
vk; ngz;fs; gLk; Jauk;
vLj;jpak;g tYtpy;iy.

Culq;F mKyhy;
kio gdpapy;
ku kiw tplq;fSs;
Foe;ijfis gpurtpj;J
kUe;Jj;jilahy;
kuzj;Jf;F MshFk;
Foe;ijfSk; jhAk;
,th;fSf;fha; vd;d jhd; ehk; nra;Njhk;.

nra;jnjhy;yhk; ,itjhd;.
rpdpkhNt tho;ntd epidj;J
rpe;jpf;f kwe;J
fjhehafpahf epidf;Fk;
Vkhopg;ngz;zha;>

tPl;bDs; nfhYtpUf;Fk;
nghk;ik Nghy; Mzplk;
mbikahFk; ngz;zha;>

rpupj;J kOg;gp jd; gpioia
kiwf;Fk; Mzplk;
mtd; nfhLf;Fk;
Glitf;Fk; eiff;Fkha;
mtd; fhybapy;
tPo;e;J fplf;Fk; nfz;zha;

,d;W tiu kdpj chpikia
czuhJ [lkha; thOk; ngz;zha;

fSj;J >if epug;gp
Neuk; xU Nriy khw;wp
moFg; gJikaha;
cyh tUk; ngz;zha;>

Va; ngz;Nz!
,Jtiu Vkhspaha;
tho;e;jJ NghJk;.

vk; chpikfis ntd;nwLf;f
czh;Tld; nray; gLNthk.;

<oj;jpy; jtpj;J epf;Fk; ngz;fSf;F
,q;fpUe;J if nfhLj;J
fhj;J epg;Nghk;.

vk; ngz; Foe;ijfSf;F
mzpfyd;fs; G+l;b
moF ghh;j;J mbikaha; toh;f;fhky;
MSikia toh;j;njLj;J
mfpyj;ij ntd;nwLf;f
jpl;lkpl;L toh;j;njLg;Nghk;.

gpd;dh; mts; <oj;ij topelj;j
nghpJk; cjtpLths;.
   
            Mf;fk;-eshapdp jhkiur;nry;td;.
                                    1998 khr;.

[f[Kfd;]

[FUtpfs;]

ngz; vd;why; Kjyplk;!
G+kp ngz;!
gpwf;Fk; tUlk; ngz;!
fy;tpj;jhAk; ngz;!
nry;tKk; ngz;!
XLk; mUtp ngz;!
ml
ek;ik ,af;Fk; "rf;jp"
ngz;!
rYiffspy; ngz;!
Vd; gy tPLfspy;
Ml;rp ngz;!
Rje;jpu Njtp ngz;!
ehk; thOk; ehL ngz;!
monfd;why; ngz;!
cz;ikapy;
mbiknad;why; Mz;!
,g;gb ajhu;j;jkpUf;f
ngz;Nz!
cd; ,ayhikia
Mz;Nky; gopahf;fpg;
gadpy;iy!
,dp
Mz; Jiz tukhl;lhd;!
Kbe;jhy;
cd; Kjyplj;ij
,dpahtJ
Nghuhbj;
jf;fitj;Jf;nfhs;!

(mk;kh kl;Lk; kd;dpf;fTk;) fpWf;fpaJ Cu; FUtp!

[eshapdp]

ngz;izg;gyg;gLj;jNt ,f;ftpij. mjw;fhf Mizg;Gwe;js;s my;y. mij GhpAq;fs; FUtpahNu.!! Mz; ,d;wp ngz;zpy;iy ngz;zpd;wp Mz; ,y;iy. ,U if jl;bdhy; jhd; Xir. jdpj;J MZk; tho;e;J tpl KbahJ jdpj;jg;ngz;Zk; tho;e;J tpl KbahJ. jdpj;J Mzhy; vijAk; nra;Jtpl rhjpj;J tpl KbahJ. mNj Nghy; jdpj;Jg;ngz;zhy; vijAk; nra;J tpl KbahJ rhjpj;Jk; tpl KbahJ. xUtUf;nfhUth; gykhf tpsq;f Ntz;Lk;. Mzpd; jpwikia jl;bf;nfhLg;gtshfTk;. mNj Neuj;jpy; ngz;zpd; jpwikiaAk; jl;bf;nfhLg;gtdhfTk; ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;. mJ jhd; moF. mJ jhd; mofhd FLk;gk;. vj;jid FLk;gj;jpy; ngz;zpd; jpwik ghuhl;lg;gLfpwJ?!! vj;jidnah ngz;fs; gbj;J gl;lk;ngw;W tPl;bDs; Kbq;fp fplf;fpwhh;fs; njhpAkh!! mth;fis ngw;Nwhh; Vd; gbg;gpj;jhh;fs; tPzhf nrytopj;J. Muk;gj;jpy; ,Ue;Nj FLk;g nghWg;ig rikaiy Foe;ij tsw;ig fw;gpj;jpUf;fyhNk. vj;jid Mz;fs; ,ij Ghpfpwhh;fs;. Ghpahjjhy; te;j ftpij jhd; ,J.Mz;fSk; rikay; Foe;ij tsw;gpy; jk;ik <LgLj;j Ntz;Lk;. mg;Nghjhd; Foe;ijfspw;Fk; mg;gh ghrk; njhpAk;. mg;ghf;fs; tpyj;jp ,Uf;f KbahJ. NriyiaAk; eifiaAk; thq;fp nfhLj;Nj jkJ gzp KbfpwJ vd epidj;J tpLfpwhh;fs;. rhp ngz;fspd; Rghtk; jhd; mJ vd epidj;jhy; Ghpa itAq;fsd;. xd;Wk; Fiwe;J Nghf khl;Bh;fs;. Ntiyf;F tpl;Lg;ghUq;fs; fhrpd; mUik ciog;gpd; mUik GhpAk;. vt;tsT fbdg;gl;L me;j fhir ngwNtz;b cs;sJ vd GhpAk; mth;fspw;F. vd epidf;fpNwd;. ,J vdf;fhd fUj;J ePq;fs; vdJ fUj;jpy; ,Ue;j khWglyhk; mjw;F ehd; xd;WNk nra;a KbahJ. xt;nthUtuJ rpe;jidAk; xNu khjphpahf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk; vd epidg;gJ jtW jhNd. vijAk; md;ghf vLj;Jiuj;jhy; vijAk; rhjpf;fyhk;. nrhy;ypg;ghf;fpwJ ,y;iyNah xU ehisf;F rlhh; vd nfhLf;fNtz;baJ jhd;.(Foe;ijfis cWf;fpNwhk; jhNd rpyrkak; mNj Nghy;) mjw;fhf eshapdp mbf;fr;nrhd;dh vd mbf;fpNwiy. md;Ng rptk;. Nriyia eifia thq;fp Ftpf;Fk; fhrpw;F vq;fhtJ re;Njhrkhf ntspapy; tpLKiwapy; FLk;gkhf Nghl;L thUq;fs; kdJf;F re;Njhrk;. FLk;gj;jpYk; FJhfyk; njhpAk;. (thu tpLkiwapy; )

[eshapdp]

,d;ndhU tplak; cq;fs; nghOJ Nghf;Ffis cq;fspw;Fs; (FLk;gj;Js;)Mf;fpf;nfhs;Sq;fs;. mJ rpwe;jJ. Ntiw tPl;bw;F Nghtjhy; jhNd ,e;j ngz;fspw;F eifg;igj;jpak; rPiyg;igj;jpak;. cq;fpw;nfd cq;fs; czh;TfNshL xj;jg;Nghfpw ,uz;nlhU ez;gh;fis Njh;e;njLq;fs;. gpur;rid tpl;LJ. MtJk; ngz;zhNy moptJk; ngz;zhNy vd Rk;khth xU gonkhop ,Uf;F.

[FUtpfs;]

cyfpy; vj;jidNah mg;ghkhu; mk;khtpw;F <lhd flikfisAk; nra;J jkJ mg;gh flikfisAk; nra;tij ,e;j rpd;d FUtpfs; fz;Ls;sd!
vj;jidNah (,f; fhyj;jpy;) mk;khkhu; jkJ flik kwe;J tho;fpwhu;fs; ,ijAk; FUtpfs; fz;Ls;sd!
mg;gh xUtd; mk;khthfTk; tho;thdhapd; vy;yh jkpo; ngz;fspdJk; rikay; miw kw;Wk; gps;isfs; guhkupg;G thjk; kz;zhfpg; NghtNjhL tPl;Lf;Fs;isNa ,Ue;J rhg;gpl;L rhg;gpl;L Neuj;Jf;F Neuk; myq;fupf;Fk; ifq;fupak; ntspf;Fk;!! gpd; Ntiy Njbg; Ngha; Ntiyapy;yhj;jpz;lhl;lj;jpy; rpf;fpdhy; gpupAk; ePq;fs; tho;e;jJ uh[Nghfkh my;yJ mbikj;jdkh vd;W!
ngz; tpLjiy vd;w thjk; vLglhikf;F fhuzk; mJ thjj;jpw;f;fhd tplaNk jtpu ajhu;j;jkhdjhf ,y;yhikjhd;!
ngz;fNs jaT nra;J cq;fs; gpur;ridia ajhu;j;jj;jpd; ghijapy; nrd;W Ma;T nra;J nrhy;tPu;fs; vd;why; ghku MZk; cq;fSf;F MjuT jUthd; vd;gJ epr;rak;!

[rhe;jp]

vOjpath; FUtpfs; -
ngz; tpLjiy vd;w thjk; vLglhikf;F fhuzk; mJ thjj;jpw;f;fhd tplaNk jtpu ajhu;j;jkhdjhf ,y;yhikjhd;!
ngz;fNs jaT nra;J cq;fs; gpur;ridia ajhu;j;jj;jpd; ghijapy; nrd;W Ma;T nra;J nrhy;tPu;fs; vd;why; ghku MZk; cq;fSf;F MjuT jUthd; vd;gJ epr;rak;!

FUtpfspd; ,f;fUj;J cz;ikNa.

[eshapdp]

ngz;zpar;rpe;jidfs; nghJthditNa ngz;fis gyg;gLj;jNt. mjw;fhf Mz;fis Gwk; js;s my;y.Mifahy; Vd; Njitapy;yhky; rpy Mz;fs; jq;fs; jiyf;F msthd njhg;gpahf epidj;J khl;bf;nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;. vd;d FUtpahNu njhg;gp ey;y msT Nghiy ,Uf;F.

[,yf;fpah]

"Vd; rpy Mz;fs; jq;fs; jiyf;F msthd njhg;gpahf epidj;J khl;bf;nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;"


Vndd;why;> rpy ngz;zpathjpfs; njhg;gpiar; rupahf msntLj;J Mz;fSf;F kl;LNk khl;b tpl;ljhy; jhd; te;j gof;fk; jhd;!

[kJud;]

nrhy;ypg;ghf;fpwJ ,y;iyNah xU ehisf;F rlhh; vd nfhLf;fNtz;baJ jhd;.(Foe;ijfis cWf;fpNwhk; jhNd rpyrkak; mNj Nghy;)

ey;y ngz;zpak;
gps;isiaf; fps;sp njhl;biyAk; Ml;b tpLfpwNtiy...tho;f ngz;zpak;

[FUtpfs;]

vg;gb nghOJ Nghf;Ff;fhf ngz;zpathjj;ij cUthf;fpdPu;fNsh mijtpl gy klq;F gykhd Mzpathjj;ij Mzbik rhak; G+rp Mz;fshSk; Kd;ndLf;f KbAk;! cq;fsf;F msthd gy njhg;gpfis xNu ehspy; jhahupf;fTk; KbAk;! Mdhy; mij nra;a ehk; xd;Wk; Kl;lhs;fs; ,y;iy! kdpjDf;fhd nghJg; gpur;ridfspy; cq;fs; gpur;ridiaAk; Nru;f;fg; ghUq;fs; ,y;iyNay; cq;fs; Kaw;rpfs; NkilNahL rkhjpahf Ntz;baJjhd;!
vg;Ngh mij nra;ag; NghfpwpfNsh Mz;ltDf;Fj;jhd; ntspr;rk;! mjd; gpd; jhd; cq;fisAk; kdpjDs; mlf;Ftu;!

[eshapdp]

,t;tsT tpsq;fg;gLj;jpAk; Ghpatpy;iy vd;why; ehd; vd;d nra;aKbAk;. eha; thiy epkpj;jth KbAk;.

fz;zpy; xd;iwf;Fj;jp fhl;rp nfhLj;jy; jFNkh? MZf;Fk; ngz;Zf;Fk; jhd;. ngz;fis tPl;Lf;Fs; Klf;fpajhy; ngz;zpaj;jpd; Njit Vw;gl;lJ.
mjw;fhf Mz;fis mbik nfhs;s vd ngz;fs; epidj;jhy; mJ cq;fs; tPl;Lf;Fs; gpur;rid. FUtpahNu! mjw;F ehd; vd;d gz;z KbAk;. kidtpNahL MRthrkhf NgRq;fs;. cq;fs; Ntjidia vd;dhy; GhpaKbfpwJ. Mo;e;j mDjhgq;fs;.

[Mste;jhd;]

ngz;zpak;> ngz;zpak;> ngz;zpak; ,ij tpl;lhy; NtW xd;Wk; njhpahjh? my;yJ jpdrhp fijf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;w fl;lhaf; nfhs;ifah? eshapdp ePq;fs; jhd; ,q;F te;J ngz;> Mz; vd;w gphpit Vw;gLj;Jfpd;wPHfs;. FUtpfs; $wpaJ Nghd;W ,q;F Mz;fshYk; Mzbikthjj;jpid vLj;JtplKbAk;. vijahtJ fw;gid nra;J vOJtJ> gpd; njhg;gp msthdtHfs; Nghlyhk; vd;W $WtJ cq;fSf;Nf cq;fs; vOj;jpy; ek;gpf;if ,y;iyg;Nghy; njhpfpd;wJ.

epiwa vOjyhk;> mjd;gpd; gpur;ridia cUthf;Ffpd;Nwd; vd;W gopiag; NghLtPHfs;. Mifapdhy; nfhQ;rk; xJq;fpapUf;fpd;Nwd;.

[FUtpfs;]

cz;ik Ntg;gq;fha; Urpjhd;! kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; vd;d Mapuk; jlit ngz;zpak; vd;W fj;jpdhYk; gpuNahrdk; ,y;iy! ngz;zpaj;ij cr;rupg;gtu;fNs mjd; %yk; rhjpj;jJ vd;d vd;W ep&gpj;jhy; FUtpfs; tha; nghj;jj; jahu;!
kdpj cupikfisj;jhd; MZk; ngz;Zk; mDgtpf;fpwhu;fNs jtpu Ntnwhd;iwAk; my;y!
ngz;zpak; vd;d Ieh rig gpufldkh fz;izf; fl;bf;nfhz;L mq;fPfupg;gjw;F!
Iehtpw;Nf kjpg;gpy;yhj fhyj;jpy; ngz;zpak; Njitjhdh!
Vd; cq;fs; gpur;ridia nghJ kdpjg; gpur;ridapd; tpNrl gpuptpy; mlf;fp Mz;fspd; gq;fspg;Gld; vd;Nwh jPu;j;jpUf;fyhNk!
jPu;j;jhy; nghOJ Nghf;f vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ!


FUtpfSf;F xU NghJk; FLk;gg;gpur;rpid te;jjpy;iy!

[rhe;jp]

vOjpaJ FUtpfs;.
ngz;zpaj;ij cr;rupg;gtu;fNs mjd; %yk; rhjpj;jJ vd;d vd;W ep&jhy; FUtpfs; tha; nghj;jj; jahu;!

FUtpfNs ! jhafg;ngz;zpaj;ijah my;yJ ....ve;jg;ngz;zpaj;ijf; Nfl;fpwPh;fs;...?

jhafg;ngz;zpak; vd;why; mth;fsJ rhjidfs; > ngz;zpak; vd;gij mth;fs; ve;j Nehf;NfhL ghh;f;fpwhh;fs; vd;gnjy;yhk; cq;fshy; gbf;fg;gltpy;iynad;W epidf;fpNwd;.

vOjpaJ FUtpfs; - Vd; cq;fs; gpur;ridia nghJ kdpjg; gpur;ridapd; tpNrl gpuptpy; mlf;fp Mz;fspd; gq;fspg;Gld; vd;Nwh jPu;j;jpUf;fyhNk!

Mz;fSld; Nrh;e;Nj kz;zpy; ngz;zpak; nty;yg;gl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.